Phil, God wants us all to be blessed when we are in obedience to his word. If you are a born again believer, it is our responsibility to touch and agree on things eternal and righteous. God requires us to touch and agree in his truth. If obedience is in your spirit and it is grounded in faith, then all things are possible, through Christ who strengthens us.(Philippians 4:13) Is through corportate worship that we gain strength. (Hebrews 10:25) If you have a worship home, you should share these things with your pastor. The love of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ is the foundation of the true believer and God's word will never fail or return void. Without faith we can not please God. Will keep you lifted up in prayer that the Lord will bless you with joy and peace to see and receive the righteous desires of your heart.